Saturday, May 16, 2009
Thursday, May 14, 2009
I really liked seeing your projects. You can officially go scrump it up. I know you've been waiting.
The site will probably keep changing over the next couple weeks, but it's up. Feel free to comment on foods you're embarrassed to like. I'd love to know.
HAGS! Never change! Etc.
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
my website to go with my zine
awkzine.wordpress.com
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
the sum of our parts
everyone did such a wonderful job on their projects. go us!
Knee-Jerk Magazine
Check it out at kneejerkmag.com
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Monday, April 6, 2009
The Lost Magic of Books
I can honestly say that I never used to judge a book by its cover. I never used to look at the reviews or the blurbs or the writer's bio. I didn't pay too much attention to size or font or page layout. I never even used to look at the publisher's information at the front of the book. Sure, maybe I noticed one or two of these things accidentally here and there, but that was all it ever was: an accident. I would pick up a book, usually at random, by an author I may or may not have recognized, and I would immediately flip to that very first chapter or story, often skipping right on by any extensive introductions or author's notes, and I would read the first few pages like the greedy, selfish reader that I was, simply hungry for words and wherever it was those words might lead me.
What can I say? All I really wanted to do was to read because reading made me a better writer. That I knew for sure. And I thought that reading and writing was enough. But, alas, I realize now, at long last, that I am, in fact, an idiot. Reading is just one piece of the puzzle. I understand that now. I have come to realize that there are many various parts necessary to becoming a good writer, or not just a good writer, but rather a professional writer.
So lately, more and more, I can't help but to look at every single detail that goes into the making of a book. For example, take some of the novels from writers right here in Chicago (all of which you're probably familiar with or at least should be). Like Zach Dodson's book (or I should say Zach Plague's book) Boring Boring Boring Boring Boring Boring Boring, which doesn't really even deserve the one boring in the title, let alone the seven. I have never seen a book like this before. It's more like a piece of art than anything else. Or Jonathan Messinger’s book Hiding Out, which pairs his "decoys" with the perfect amount of illustrations and design. Or even Joe Meno’s book Demons in the Spring, which is exactly how I remember books being as a kid. You would open up this thick cloth cover and the words would instantly come to life with colorful illustrations. Reading these books, or even just flipping through them when I was still too young to read, was always, well, kind of magical. And it wasn't just the writing that was inside. It was everything. It was the whole package. Books were an experience, or an adventure, maybe.
But somewhere along the way, from being a kid and reading books for the very first time to reading them now as an adult, something changed for me. Or maybe it wasn't just me, but with books in general. I reached a point where I found myself suddenly surrounded by shelves and shelves of like-sized paperbacks and hardcover books, which all at once looked exactly the same. And it was then that I realized the importance of the details, of finding the right publisher for your book, and of taking the time to research and study what it is that is going on in the publishing industry and with books as a whole.
Recently, in the books that I mentioned earlier and a handful of others, I'm noticing a shift in the way books are being constructed, especially by independent publishers looking to stand out from the crowd, paying special attention to detail and design. It makes me excited to think about all of the new possibilities that are out there now for writers. And so, no, I'm not necessarily worried about things like Kindles and other digital book readers ever being able to fully replace books, especially when I see an increasing amount of independent publishers reinvigorating the idea of books as pieces of art, as something to collect and to cherish and to display on a bookshelf with pride. And maybe, one day, little by little, they will even be able to restore that same magical feeling that I remember experiencing as a kid sitting on the library floor with a really good book and thinking: I wish they would let me keep it.
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Spring Break break
So I know that it's Thursday, and you're all wondering why you haven't felt right for a couple of days now. Just to set you back on your axis, I figured I'd post so you can all stop missing me.
A quick note about the McEggers Tang Clan piece: I really appreciated everyone's responses. This was by far the most controversial reading we've had in this class, which I think is exciting, definitely. Some of you are probably still wondering why I assigned it, and Richard noted that I said something about "what happens when your voice takes over your publication," and that's a lot of it: How sometimes we (and when I say "we" I mean me, and maybe you, with your project) can get so deep into how we're doing something that we get away from the what we're doing. This is a major criticism of McSweeney's, that its style has overcome its substance. Another point: The small press world, particularly as navigated by your guileless instructor, tends to be fairly chummy. "We're all pals doing it for the love," that sort of thing. But it's important to remember that, even when you're working on a smaller scale, there'll be critics out there. Thick skins can come in handy.
Hope everyone is enjoying their break. And in case you are, here's a nice succinct explanation of how corporations have destroyed the industry nearest to all of our hearts. Have fun!
Saturday, March 21, 2009
So I don't read McSweeney's or the Believer. And believe it or not, I've never had the desire to pick up A Heartbreaking Work of Staggering Genuis. This is not because I have something against Eggers. I just haven't gotten around to it. I know the magazines and have read a little bit of them but not enough to qualify me as "one of them." That being said, this article was nothing but cheap laughs to me. Obviously it was satire. I got that much, but not being on the inside with the McSweeney subscribers it was hard for me to appreciate it as satire. I felt like I was on the outside of an inside joke most of the time and although the footnotes were pretty funny, they did nothing to involve us outsiders.
I do have to agree with Casey in the fact that satire is supposed to poke fun at things that have grown too big for their own good. The fact that McSweeney's is a zine that was probably never meant to get this big and most likely started out making fun of others who have "sold out" (like most indie things), is funny and ironic.
On a random note (because it just popped into my head) I may have found a slight error in Lanham's tiny tangent about Stephen King and plot. In King's "On Writing," he talks about how he does not worry about plot much:
"...You may wonder where plot is in all of this. The answer-my answer, anyway- is nowhere. i won't try to convince you that I've never plotted any more than I'd try to convince you that I've never told a lie, but I do both as infrequently as possible. I distrust plot for two reasons..."
Anyway, you get the point. It might not change much in Mr. Lanham's self-indulgent satire but it makes me happy to know that there is a tiny error in one of his footnotes.
Or maybe I'm wrong and this was a side note of satire as well. That's what I don't like about satire. It can get sticky and confusing and if you're just going to confuse your readers, then there's no sense in writing.
I feel like this "debate" going on right now in this very blog is exactly what Lanham wanted to evoke and I can't help but imagine him sitting alone in front of his computer, googling his name and reading this blog.
On an ending note, those writer trading cards are a pretty sweet idea.
Friday, March 20, 2009
McWhat now (part2)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TBeD8LmnSJw
also, i googled lanham but didnt get much info on his background aside from beign born in virginia, that doesnt exactly ring hardcore, part of the minority, and with limited means.
refreshingly sincere
I don't appreciate the humor in McEggers Tang Clan. That is, I'm not offended; I'm just not amused. I'm not in on the joke, I'm not a part of the fan club so trying to follow any of that piece was just exhausting and tedious.
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
so would Dave Eggers be ODB?
It is interesting to consider the place McSweeney's holds in publishing nowadays, whether or not it's really any kind of literary revolution. It does have that whole success-and-backlash thing going that tends to happen when things make an impact. And, undeniably, McSweeney's has made an impact. They are "tastemakers" of sorts, though at this point I think what they're putting out in all its forms has become a little incestuous-- it's repetitive and their style hasn't changed much over the years, so I feel they're reaching the same audience (both of readers and writers) and not necessarily re-inventing or evolving, just writing for other members of the Clan. But I think they have really expanded the possibilities of independent or small-press publishers, sort of proving the fact that if you invest in a solid enough product and create it meticulously enough, you will make a name for yourself. I don't often feel very drawn to the writing in McSweeney's books or even in the Believer, but I can recognize that they put a lot of care and thought into what they're doing. The books themselves are beautiful, and as a publisher, they seem to have a pretty unshakeable sense of self: what they want to put out there, what they want it to look like. How their writing sounds and what their books and magazines look like are both almost unmistakable, while still managing to be at least a little diverse. They are a presence in publishing that is so hard to find, even for larger presses, in that they are so distinctive, that they have such a loyal following, a subculture almost. When someone can write an entire essay making fun of your style, you know you've done something right. I'm reminded of that saying, and I can't remember who said it now, but it's something about not knowing who you are until someone hates you.
As I type this in the Fiction Writing computer lab, there's this huge Believer poster staring over me and I feel like all these McSweeney's writers are watching over me. I don't like a lot of them, and I have my own biases against the McEggers Tang Clan (how I will now refer to McSweeney's writers and hangers-on) but I do respect what they've done. How could you not? And to me it seems obvious Lanham does too. I can't speak to his feelings on Wiccans, however.
McEggars Response
I think the problem with it could be that in making fun of something seen as pretentious you might have to necessarily come off as a little pretentious, as some of the people you are making fun of it to don't know what you're talking about. Really I don't think it's much of a problem, because this essay is pretty clearly written for the appreciation of those more familiar with McSweeney's than it is an attempt to warn newcomers away.
It does remind me of the critiques of the blogging world in the "Amazing Paper Weblog" article. One thing I like about McSweeney's is that it actually is pretty accessible to people who aren't on the way to getting MFA's in creative writing. Back in high school I knew kids who read and talked about McSweeney's, none of which went into writing, and that's pretty cool. However, these kids did tend to have a sense of humor that was very much aligned with what the article was satirizing, very much the McSweeney's style. Yet, that's a pretty fine balance to strike. Most small presses that I know of that get a lot of attention do have some kind of defining character or style--people like that. Without it you can seem pretty obscure, inhuman. The problem is that whatever you do, someone's not going to like it just as much as others do. I'm not sure if Lanham was telling McSweeney's to tone it down, or just giving the rest of us a good laugh and allowing us to cool down.
-Richard
A few resources
While the McEggers Tang Clan debate rages on, thought I'd intercede with a few links to things we've discussed in class. Here are a few sample quotes, to give you a sense of what they look like:
1, 2 and 3.
And here are some sites for printers:
United Graphics
Edwards Brothers
Kinko's
Alphagraphics
Bookmobile
Lightning Source
I recommend looking up others, via the might power of Google.
For web stuff, I recommend reserving your URL (domain name) through GoDaddy. Some of the content management/publishing software systems we've discussed:
Wordpress (just the blog)
Drupal
Joomla
Campware
Movable Type
Also, if you're having trouble tracking down an interview, these resources might help you find someone:
CLMP
NewPages
Good luck!
Satire! Controversy! Argg!
With that said, this whole thing reminds me of a conversation I overheard standing outside the fiction building last week.
So this girl, whose name was apparently Heather was telling this story. Goes like this.
"So I walked around the corner and there was Eric sitting there with his accoustic guitar. And when he saw me he started to play "Stairway to Heaven." Then he stopped and he was like, 'Get it? "Stairway to Heather'..? And now I just pretty much hate him. Because art is like the only thing in life I take totally seriously."
What I'm saying is, come on, it's satire. Satire's job is to knock down anything when it starts getting too big for its britches (I can't believe I just wrote "too big for its britches). But that doesn't actually mean that the satirist hates everything about what he/she's writing about. I mean why would you spend all that time disecting something you completely loath?
After all, Lanhma is actually making work for him what he's poking fun at. At one point or another this piece falls into most of the categories he lays out for the "McSweeney's Tone." Academically clever, snarky clever, playfully adorably clever, self-indulgent.
Lanham is constantly subverting or undercutting most things he says. He has this whole satirical hyperbole about McSweeney's being our generation's only bona fide literary movement. Then, at the end, he pokes at those who would dismiss McSweeney's making them into the sort of people who used to dismiss rap music as a trend. And to those people that would still seem a reasonable argument. Meaning Lanham actually thinks its ridiculous to dimiss McSweeney's.
Or consider it this way...We were talking about Neal Pollack a few weeks back. Lanham does basically what Pollack used to do. They write satire. Pollack's satire was..wait for it... published by McSweeney's. Pollack fits the McSweeney's mold Lanham is talking about, therefore Lanham fits the McSweeney's mold Lanham is poking fun at. That's ironic. And I'm gonna say it's done in a totally intentional way. Real irony. Not like rain-on-your-wedding-day-ironic.
And that issue McSweeney's did on comics did rule. I doubt Lanham would actually seriously argue that.
Monday, March 16, 2009
McEggers Response
I found this particularly humorous because there is so much pressure today, as I'm sure it is the same with McSweenys, to be original and use shock value to awe the readers. I believe this is a mocking of that. I mean, he doesn't really want people to insert a picture of bells and whistles in their writing if they can't do it in words.
If taken the wrong way, this article can be incredibly offensive. If read as if it were a sarcastic mocking article, I think it's witty and hilarious.
McEggers: Hehehe...
And, frankly, I thought the whole essay was funny as hell.
I would probably have enjoyed this more if I was more knowledgeable about McSweeney's, but it made me giggle anyway. The bit about how the perfect title should have just the right amount of inaccessibility? Classic. I'm so freaking tired of writers giving their stories huge, nonsensical, self-indulgent titles that sound pretty. Like, really tired of that. Like, the next person in one of my classes who does that will probably get punched in the face. And I loved the comment about how it's easy to impress people if you appear to be neurotic.
Now, like I said, I don't know much about McSweeney's. Maybe it is as stupid as Lanham suggests, or maybe he's being terribly hard on it. But, whether they are in McSweeney's or not, there really are stupid-as-hell writers who really do believe that it's good to only have quirky characters and to write like you're snarky and clever and to trade talent for put-on originality. And I hate those people. And I'm really glad that someone else hates them too, and that, unlike me, they went and wrote an essay about it. You go Robert Lanham.
Sunday, March 15, 2009
McEggers=umm what?
I don't really have anything else to say about this...it was pointless and a complete waste of my time to read.
McWhat now?
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Delayed Response to the last two weeks's readings
"A Computer Ate My Book"
I enthusiastically agree with a lot of what Rushkoff is saying. Releasing books or excerpts of them online are a great idea. As Rushkoff points out, reecord executives who were against broadcasting their recordings for fear of losing sales were totally wrong. Radio sells CDs. From another perspective, it's also just a very genuine thing to do--allowing people to make sure that they really want to spend precious money on your book is a pretty trusting decent thing. His observance that books have an "object value" is very important to me. I think we have already discussed this in class, with John talking about designing a book as a print book, and how this can be a different way to approach books which could foster new possibilities for publishers and distributors and, most excitingly, writers and readers.
The two articles were pretty upsetting, as they showed just how fragile the world of independent publishing can be. What was really sad about it is how difficult it is to do that kind of work, to be the ones out there looking for, supporting, publishing new writers--the idea that the very ground beneath these kind of publishers and writers can be so bleak. Of course, that does not really make mainstream publishing seem like the way to go. As we started this class with a discussion about how the mainstream publishing world is unstable, it doesn't seem like a much better choice if you're looking for safety. What this seems to say is that if you're going to try to be a writer today (and probably any day really) you're going to have to take a lot of risks.
"The Amazing Paper Weblog"
Krucoff's and Cage's paper weblog is a humorous idea, and, though I definitely can see it having an effect on the blog world, I can't imagine it being brought to a halt or magnificently changed by one bold ironic move--especially as Krucoff seems to have acheived status as a darling jokester. I mean, even the guy he's constantly parodying and doesn't consider him a hostile presense. It is a pretty ridiculous idea, pretty funny, clever, and I do not mean to say I am against it, but um... I don't think the impact could be quite so dramatic.
The problem with blogging being an "incestuous" community and the testaments of high-profile bloggers saying that they've had to take a break speak not to the limits of blogging itself, but only to that of human nature. I've certainly heard the worlds of literature, academia, politics, etc. accused of being like this. They are yet to suffer downfall from this in-breeding. Of course, it is unfortunate that so many blogs are dictated by memes, there are always other bloggers, just like with anything else, who are able to keep creating (at least for a short period of time) original, relevant content.
-Richard
What to say about The Amazing Paper Weblog...
It sounds like the way that Neal, Spiers, and Krucoff and Cage view the weblog is as some secret jewel they all refined and are now mad at the rest of the world who found out about it and spoiled- which is usually the case with everything cool.
A great example of this is when Krucoff and Cage "jokingly" speak of creating a selective blog community in which they control who is allowed to be a part of. How 2nd grade is that?
My argument: Blogging still hasn't reached its fullest potential. There's still much to be done. For example, I know of this class where these students are thinking up ways of bringing the publishing world web-wide.
It's like TV. Gosh, it's been around forever. Well, not really but in relation to Spiers frame of mind it has. And it's still being re-invented: Reality TV, Interactive TV (texting and internet voting), I can't think of anything else and class starts in a half an hour, but there are other examples.
Although I love the idea of a paper weblog, I don't think it had to happen out of some desparate reaction to the death of something wonderful. Yes, everyone has a blog. And now new offshoots of it are being born (Facebook) but that doesn't mean the death of it.
"The blog as a shiny new thing, separate and apart from the rest of media, is dead," says Spiers.
It's just the death of some fashionable trend.
Andi White
Blogging: a blog post.
I don't know too much about blogging. I read Neil Gaiman's blog pretty religiously between the ages of fifteen and eighteen, and I have a Facebook, but that's about it. Back in the eigth grade my friend's all had blogs on some hip teen site, where we'd post little bitch-fests about how Adam shouldn't be such a dick to his ex-girlfriend or Laura shouldn't wear ugly green pants or blah blah blah, and that sort of turned me off the whole blogging thing. All the ones I've run into or have been directed to by acquaintances are usually just what I expect them to be: overgrown teenagers who either complain about things way too much, bash other overgrown teenagers with semi-literate insults, post really bad poetry that clearly didn't go through more than a single rough draft, or talk about what their cats did that day.
Now, I'm sure that there are good blogs out there, but I just haven't run into that many. And personally, I'm not sure it's worth the effort to wade through all the crap out there to get at the gems.
As for the whole idea of networking and community, I'm not sure. Yes, it's definitely got an appeal. It's got to be a real high to post some crap about your day and suddenly have a dozen comments from like-minded bloggers encouraging you to write more. But, like several of the people below me, I feel like this encouragement and sense of community doesn't really have any importance in the real world. I mean, what happens when you send something out to a publisher and they reject it? Are you going to send back an angry letter saying "Who needs you morons anyway? My blogger friends think I'm awesome." That'll sure change some minds.
I can't deny that blogging has lead to some big things for people, though. This piece shows that. And I'm always running into bookstores and seeing books that have been adapted from something published online, like a story or a webcomic. I even have a friend whose being turned into a Batman character because DC liked his blog. Hell, I even saw a -billboard- for someone's blog a few months ago. A freaking billboard. Maybe these signs point to the fact that I haven't given blogs a fair chance, and that I still don't understand their full potential. Maybe one day I will break down and start one, and then we can laugh at me like we laugh at Neal Pollack. Anything's possible.
Still, blogs, as many of them as there are, aren't totally unavoidable. If you don't want to hear someone's opinion don't read it. Myself, I've never followed a blog. Besides of course the one for this class and one I had for a CRW. But those were the opinions of people I knew (at least somewhat) and could trust. Actually, as fascist or ellitist as the "Soho House of blogs" password protecting idea brought up by Gage in the article is, it would have it's benefits. I mean, this blog is pretty much like that. Someone from outside of the class couldn't just jump in and start throwing around ideas. What's wrong with having a selected group of people using a blog as a forum to discuss a subject that everyone there is known to be knowledgable in? If you started a writers group you would want to invite people whose opinions and writing you trusted. You'd be pissed off if some moron got invited in and was wasting everyone's time because they didn't understand or have enough experience to add something worthwhile to the critiquing so he ended up just constantly talking out of his ass.
But then that's not the motivation behind most blogs. Most blogs are created in an attempt to get the word out about the creator's work and opinions. The creator of that blog wants as many people as he/she can get to see what they've posted and then continue to spread the word. But in those cases, the people that are responding, that are commenting on that initial blog, if they say something stupid no one really cares. When they start an poorly constructed argument only morons with too much time on their hands bother to argue back. So yeah, there's a lot of space on the web devoted to stupid opinions and worthless arguments. But no one HAS to read them. No one HAS to respond to them. The self-congratulation, the "echo chamber effect" and in-jokes within in-jokes: they're pretty easy to spot. And when you spot them you just move on, you don't read it. It's the same thing with the 5-minute thrown together zines. No one HAS to read those either.
I'll add this too. I think it's a little funny how harsh Neal Pollack is on blogs in this piece (no matter how much I enjoy his writing). Because, as some people might have heard when he came to Columbia last semester, he now makes (what I would assume would be a decent chunk of) his living blogging on a parenting website. Oh, well.
The Amazing Paper Weblog
Blogging is like masturbating on webcams to me: It's fun to do, and while for some it might be exciting and validating to be watched and encouraged, I don't care. I'm not getting off, and I don't care if a bunch of strangers are. Besides that, it's an activity that necessitates isolation, or a false sense of community and intimacy that has no real world meaning. And, as Spiers points out, it's an occupation that quickly loses its appeal. After a while, you grope away to pacify the public but you really couldn't care less.
(Funny thing, upon spellchecking this piece "internet" came up. Apparently, you have to capitalize it, like God.)
blogging
Let me explain: I had this boyfriend and he and I had this thing for being Amish. We didn’t like wonderbread or T.V. We road bikes to bars and at those bars we only consumed beer that was around when our grandparents were young (knocking out all experimental and fun drinking nights we could have had). We smoked cigarettes but only when we were listening to Hank Williams. We wore flannel, but before it became it became an Urban Outfitters thing (or at least we liked to pretend we did), because we were Midwest. In Andrew Krucoff’s words, we were pretty ‘retarded’.
And then, he found out I had a myspace and faceboook profile and he reacted as if he found out I had some kind of S.T.D.
Because we was just too cool for that.
But here is the thing- I got both of those because everyone else had one. I followed. But I followed because I wanted to know what was going on that weekend- what party was going on- where everyone was at. Now I’m realizing, these networks are important in the same way gaining network/connections in college is important ( I mean isn’t that the reason why we go to school?)
I get something out of my myspace and facebook accounts by just existing on them- I don’t have to do much other then occasionally update my mood.
And this is exactly why I haven’t blogged. When a blog works, it takes a lot of time. It’s more then posting a bulletin about whatever party/bar you’re going to be at that night. It’s in it’s own world of writing. I think that’s why a lot of people feel blogged out.
If I ever get somewhere in my writing career I know a blog will be important. I defently think they’ll be here forever or they’ll be an important tool. But for better or worse, that’s a bandwagon I haven’t jumped on yet.
Monday, March 9, 2009
The Amazing Paper Weblog
Although I'm clueless when it comes to the world of blogging, it makes me feel a little better that people who have been blogging for years have the same confusion. Pollack says "it's just so damn meaningless that it makes my teeth hurt." Hourihan says, "I just kept feeling like, 'I don't even think this stuff is important in the real world.'"
I actually find it kind of amusing that there is such competition between bloggers like Krucoff and Lockhart. Bashing each other back and forth via websites seems like a pretty safe way for a little man to talk a big game.
Spiers believes that "the blog as a shiny new thing, separate and apart from the rest of the media, is dead." I'm not sure how I feel about this statement. Has blogging become so mainstream from the media that it lacks what spiers calls the "other"-ness? Maybe so. Will it continue to grow because of this and simply attract more attention? Maybe so. I'm willing to bet that for every blogger who gets tired of it, and suddenly fails to see the point, there is another blogger in the making.
Bookmark Now: Blogging
In the article, it talks about how because these men are making their weblog a publication, that it has come full circle and lost some of it's appeal. I understand how a follower of weblogs would feel that way. The thing about blogs is the anonymity of it. You're on the internet and really don't know these people. You create an online community where maybe you chat back and fourth and read about either others lives. Taking it to paper does take away from the online aspect. It reminds me of how e-mail has taken away from letter writing. It's a different medium to do the same thing, but it feels different. Just like reading a book in electronic form.
Certain blogs, now that I think about it, I do enjoy. I enjoy reading blogs about some of my favorite authors, but that's about it. But it goes deeper than just the blog because I'm also reading their books. The blog is just another way to get to know the author. Those types of blogs, I think are a good thing for fans to have access to. But reading about people's lives that you don't know and don't put out anything that you read or watch, I just sort of don't see the point.
The blogs/journals that I've kept are more for me to have a place to keep my thoughts. I'm a faster typer than I am a writer, so it's easier to get all my thoughts out that way. But I could care less if other people read it.
To me, it just seems like blogs are a way of self advertisement, which I see nothing wrong with, I guess it's just not for me.
Sunday, March 8, 2009
Dear Blog:
At the end of the semester, I think maybe we should take a break. I just don’t see where this relationship is going. I didn’t always feel this way. At first, I was enticed by your mystique, seduced by your interactivity, and wooed by your vast social network. You were so easy to spend time with, Blog. You were right there on my computer whenever I had something to get off my chest. And you always made me feel like I could let my guard down and open up to you about whatever was on my mind. But the more time we’ve spent together, the more disenchanted I’ve become with the terms of our relationship.
You should know that it’s not you, it’s me. Well, maybe it’s a little bit more you than me. Lately, I just get the sense that nothing is sacred to you, Blog. There’s no sense of intimacy or boundaries. Every time I tell you what I'm thinking, you share it with the world. And I'm not sure that I'm ready for that kind of exposure. I used to think I could bounce ideas off you, but now my ideas are bouncing all over the internet. Suddenly, complete strangers are weighing in on my posts. Everyone has an opinion. I know that what I'm saying isn't always right or true or even all that enlightening. The hope is that eventually I will get to something deeper, something maybe not even I know is there, something that will allow me to open my eyes and see a situation from a new perspective. But I no longer feel that same freedom of expression and exploration. My entries aren't just for me anymore--they're open to anyone who wants to read them--and with this broad of an audience comes a certain sense of responsibility, one that I'm not prepared to commit to just yet.
From the very beginning, you’ve always been very open and honest with me about all of the people that you interact with on a regular basis, but I’ve found myself really starting to dislike sharing you with strangers. At times, it feels like some of them don’t even value you, Blog. A majority of the postings are filled with poor spelling and grammar, scattered thoughts and sentence structures, and uninformed opinions stated as fact. Some of them don't even take the time to formulate clear and concise entries or reread to make sure there is some sort of clarity in their thought process. But I know you, Blog. This probably doesn't bother you like it bothers me. Your primary concern is that these people have a forum, making sure that everyone’s voice is heard, and I respect you for it.
But be careful, Blog. The empowerment that you have given to all of these people might one day be used against you, and I would hate for that to happen. I genuinely do wish you well, so please listen to me when I tell you that there are people out there, people like Andrew Krucoff and Chris Gage, who will use you simply to get reactions out of other people. They will exploit you for their own personal motives and endgames. All you ever really wanted was to create a community where people could connect and discuss and get a conversation going. But that openness and interactivity that you love so much will soon be distorted by someone like Krucoff and his isolative ideas involving password-protected invitation only blogs or subscription paper blogs. Can you imagine someone not being allowed entry because of status or social standing? These ideas are against everything you stand for, Blog. You would never think to deny anyone a voice or an opinion. In your world, there is no such thing as the cool kids’ table. Everyone is welcome and encouraged to participate, which is something you should fight to protect.
I do hope that we can stay friends. I really do think you have a lot of tremendous qualities to offer, Blog. And I’m sure you will go on to make many people very happy. But at the end of the semester, I think it’s best if I go back to my paper journal for awhile. I can’t say that I won’t regret my decision and that one day I won’t come crawling back to you. Maybe once I get some things worked out on my own, then I’ll be ready to give it another try and we can go back to sharing my random thoughts and opinions with the whole world again. But until then, I think this time apart will be exactly what we both need.
Saturday, March 7, 2009
paper+weblog=mildly yummy
I wouldnt blame Krucoff for killing it off, blogging became a trend and as many trends tend to do, it self imploded. remember when myspace was the shit? now they have this thing called twitter. remember when dvd players were like the must have? now they have blue ray. so thats how it goes, a trend pops up, people suck all the life out of it and it dies. then a new one comes out, people suck that up and when thats dead on arrival, the next rises, etc. vicious cycle of limited attention span.
i, personally, see nothing wrong with capitalizing on your work. if you establish a successful invention, show, blog, routine, assignment, whatever the case and you find there is an audience for it then why not sell it to those that want it? you can give it for free, sure but who would benefit from it? when something becomes so easily tangible it often falls into idle hands and you spend more to make it than you receive. but should everything that plops out of someone's ass be printed? god fucking no! we have enough of that with music, celebrity bios, and useless self-help books. but if its something constructed with time, dedication, with love, then why not?
no one person can kill a trend, trends arise. maybe bloggs where the shit at one point soon there will be a new trend and all those blogs converted to books, zines, magazines, whatever, will die along with the trend. so just let them ride the wave but realize nothing is eternal.
eat+computer=not yummy
So the Rushkoff article talks about the good and bad aspects of the internet and how it has effected books, sales, readership, etc. And I understand the convenience of reading books, articles, and mags online. I enjoy the easy accessibility. that means i dont have to lug my behind to the store to buy a book, or drive to the library to do a report, or even have to call a million bookstores to see if they carry a certain title (but i do it anyways.) Why? Because Im archaic. Because as easy as the internet has made aquiring information it has also eliminated that physical connection with words. Yes i can reach out at the computer and slide my finger down the screen but i dont get to feel the printed word. I dont get to smell the fresh or stale pages, the dents between sheets, the soft or hardness of the covers. I dont get to flip through and feel the weight and density of someone's work.
This fossil remembers when book reports were writen by hand with books from the library, when huge computers rested on 3/4ths of a school desk, when screens consisted of yellow letters and black background.
The internet does make it easy to aquire quick information without the hasstle and inconvenience of a physical and spacial search but it kind of eliminates the journey and the fun of holding a book in your hands. I enjoy the trips to the library and bookstores, i enjoy picking up the one issue of valley of the dolls sitting on the shelf. I enjoy sitting on the floor of the bookstore and reading the last page of a book before i flip to the first page, just so i know how it ends.
I know this response is all over the place but scatterbrains like mine, tend to jumble at the end of the day.
Basically, what im trying to say is that i grew up with books instead of blogs, with pens instead of keyboards, with oral storytelling instead of texting. but the advantage of internet is that ability to transfer information from one place to another without a physical journey. I'm archaic but Rushkoff reminds us all that though the internet isnt going anywhere it seems it is the responsibility of us all to maintain a balance between the old and new. So take advantage of the accessibility but dont forget a screen wont give you that stale book smell.
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
reading response: book-eating computers.
I know Rushkoff's essay was about a lot of things, but I still felt unsure of what he was getting at sometimes. For me, the argument for the inevitable marriage of publishing and computers, even books and computers, is often written for an anti-future audience, like Rushkoff and others think they are defending the microprocessor to a group of old-timey eccentrics that still send telegrams and wear pearls and fur to the picture show. Comparing people who are against (on any level) publishing becoming more and more virtual to record executives who didn't want songs played over the radio is really going a bit far I think.
To me, there is certainly a place for publishing on the Internet and because of the way the world works now, I think it'd be hard for any writer to argue that they can't take advantage of the Internet or computers to get their work out there. It is a necessity. Reading Rushkoff's article alongside two depressing examples of a dying industry does get one thinking about how We (the royal We of writers, publishers, editors, etc.) can embrace technological advancements and save the written word, even if it's written with electronic ink.
I don't think anyone is trying to argue that there aren't positive things about writing in every kind of media. It's more complicated than that. For one thing, Amazon.com might be fantastic for getting more peoples' hands on books, but what does that mean for the independent booksellers across the country that can barely stay afloat? And, aside from whether or not writers will see less profit, what does the Kindle mean for independent booksellers? We need to be figuring out how the whole community of book writing and distribution can benefit from electronic publishing, not just how it can be awesome for writers.
Well, it's sort of a specific tangent, but the Kindle is one aspect of this whole movement that I just don't understand. Probably, in the not-too-distant future, the benefits of the Kindle will seem inarguable as they become more popular. The part of Rushkoff's essay where he points out that the Internet gives everyone the power to publish independently (and using electronic books to do so) was a great reminder of the ways writers should be taking advantage of the new possibilities, that's one benefit I'm already starting to see getting past my stubborn position on electronic books.
Really, I have nothing new to say on this topic. I just like books. I mean. Real books. I'm not anti-computer, I see the benefits of a relationship between literature and the Internet, blah blah blah. But if one day, electronic books are to reading as MP3s are to listening to music, I'll be like the vinyl enthusiasts that still spend too much time and money on records, because the music just sounds better that way. I can't imagine ever being interested in reading a book on a computer.
He's Right. Books Do Have Souls
How Awesome...
But, looking at the music industy I've always thought jerks like Metallica were just being, well jerks. It seems so backwards to think that these new inovations can't be used to writers and musicians and all sorts of artists' advantage. Metallica hasn't been able to hold their sales with more recent releases. But look at bands that looked at the internet as an avenue for new possibilites in advertising and distributing, Phish, Radiohead, King Crimson...
Actually, let me use Crimson as an example. They were dicked around for years by GE Records (the old, standard model that's supposed to work) and were ripped of a bunch of their copywrites and rights to do certain side projects or perform on other people's records or to even have choices in their album artwork, and man, it goes way beyond even this, but I won't get into it. Needless to say, they got screwed.
So Robert Fripp, head of the band, in the late 90's, after years of legal battles, creates Discipline Global Mobile and makes all of Crimson's albums available, remastered and the way he always wanted them to be. But he doesn't stop there. He makes everything he's ever been involved with (which is a ton of records) available online at the DGM website. Even stuff that has gone out of print on the original labels, he at least makes available as lossless Flac downloads, complete with album artwork.
Now this is what I'm talking about--using the internet to get the work out there and continue to make money. Later, he opened up an additional store offering "bootlegs" of hundreds of performances he's been involved with, all downloadable as either Flacs for 12.99 or mp3 for 9.99. So not only is he beating the boots (which, for a band like Crimson, there're a lot), but he's making use of the internet so he doesn't even need to spend the money on physical production. And people are willing to pay it because most of these "bootlegs" are full performances, so, if you were to burn them, 2 discs worth of material. And where are you gonna be able to buy two CD's worth of material for 9 bucks? In addition to this, he has a page that's a store for all sorts of hard copy CD's of similar genre artists (things like prog bands and 70's bands, so like, he'll sell Pink Floyd or Yes albums) plus contemporary things he just likes. So he (or DGM) works as a distributor for those albums as additional income.
Okay, I know that sounds like a huge tangent, but what I'm saying is, Rushkoff is right--it can work. And like he says, it's new technology, so it may take a while to test out what it can or can't do, so there may be some failures. But shit, people are still to this day testing out the possibilities of what books can do as a medium (look at McSweeney's fancy dancy beautifully thematically designed books). And they're not gauranteed success either. But like Rushkoff says, it's the choices of HUMAN BEINGS that sometimes make them fail. So it's also the responsiblity of the human beings to figure out the ways to make the technology work for them.
A book ate my colloquy
I think that the internet has often unexplored and untapped depths for the reader, and I completely support its use as a forum for the reader, the writer, the publisher, the promoter, etc. but I agree with Rushkoff when he states that "As in any industry, computers only help when they are used by people."
Anyway, that which has been learned cannot be unlearned. Because of this transition from an oral tradition to a primarily written one our brains have physically changed. That which fired once in our brain fires no more; it remains blank and inoperable. Or, perhaps, it is put in to the service of some other related but removed function. Whatever the case may be, though our brains have not become any bigger or brighter, they have changed, and all of society is forever changed because of it.
Monday, March 2, 2009
A Computer Ate My Book & Week 5 Articles
Anyways, let me move on before I consider becoming a film major or something. I'd say I agree with everything Douglas Rushkoff has to say. People are ridiculous and paranoid-- and no, libraries are not going to be extinct by 2010. I mean come on. How many people do you know that want to sit down and read a novel over the computer. I love reading and when I had to do this for a school project because I couldn't order the book in time, I was very close to wanting to throw my computer out the window. I agree that computers will always be the best way to get quick information, but reading a book is another thing alltogether. Without computers, millions of books would go unread. It is our best chance as writers for promotion. The first thing I do when I hear about a good writer is go to their website and read a sample of their writing. My first thought isn't, "wow I really wish I could illegally download this book over the internet and read it right here at my desk." I mean... come on... really people? I thought the analogy of record executives rejecting to be played on the radio and the fear that videocasettes would put the movie house out of business were great analogies.
After reading all of these it seems that people need to stop worrying about computers eating their books and start worrying about their publishers going bankrupt.
"Computers don't kill books--people do."
Personally, I will never stop buying books. Electronic things are great but sometimes they crash and sometimes you can't get back what you lost in that crash. If I had an electronic book collection like I have an actual book collection and I lost all of that...my life would surely be over. I also like to own books. I like highlighting, making notes, dog-earring and, yes, just like Kit says in her response, books just smell amazing. And I am sure there are more people out there that feel the same way about owning books. There's nothing better than having a library of hundreds of different worlds and stories right within your reach. And in this crazy world of technology, there's nothing better than knowing that you don't have to remember to plug in and charge your library or be without a book for the day.
A Computer Ate My Book
There are so many good reasons to keep books as they are and not bother with this electronic madness. First of all, how fucking boring would "Fahrenheit 451" have been if it were about a bunch of Geek Squad guys running round and wiping literature off of everybody's laptops? Incredibly boring is the answer to that one. Secondly, I don't care how freaking small Apple manages to make their next mac. Books have ALWAYS been portable, and unless you are toting around an unabridged copy of the Oxford English Dictionary, are still more portable AND more durable than even the sleekest of laptops. Third of all, let's not forget that reading is something that everyone should be able to do. It's easy for priveleged people like us (we may not be rich, but the fact that we all somehow scrape up the tuition to attend a private arts school definitely shows that we are priveleged) to forget that only 39% of Americans owned a laptop in 2008. I'm sure the remaining 61% like reading a good story during their lunch break just as much as we do, and they need actual books to do that. Finally, and most importantly of all, books smell good. They smell amazing. If there is a god and he has a scent, it is Old Book Smell. Even Doctor Who says it when taking his latest companion to a planet-sized library in the 51st century- " By now you've got holovids, direct to brain downloads, fiction mist, but you need the smell. The smell of books, Donna!"
Yes. I did just try to use "Doctor Who" as a valid reference in my argument. It's been a long day, ok?
Personally, and I may be a caveman for thinking this, but if I was one day blessed with the opportunity to publish a novel, I'd choose to publish it in a physical, paper-and-ink format in an instant, even if it meant losing a lot of readers who I would have been able to reach out to by publishing online.
Right. Now that I've made that clear, some of the other things that Rushkoff said make sense. Utilizing the internet as a means of promoting your book, for example, is a brilliant idea that I'm sure not everybody is taking advantage of yet. What he seems to be saying is that computers are a great resource when utilized by capable human minds, but that we have yet to see the day when their full potential will be recognized in the publishing world. I can agree with that. I just hope that their full potential isn't good enough that it wipes out printed word.
a computer ate my book
Why? Because paper and books and ink and the millions of different ways to bind pages are pretty. Sometimes holding a book feels better then holding anything else. Plus computers don’t smell as good as ink.
The way technology is moving is kind of scary. Buying a book online is taking away human interaction- reading a literary journal off a web site and saving it in your favorite’s folder is taking away the kind of nostalgia having that literary journal on your bookshelf gives you.
Maybe Douglas has more faith in society then I do- because deep down I’m scared that the less writing is available in only print- the easier it will be to forget about it.
It’s true there are more outlets for writers that are unknown because of the internet and blogs- but in my opinion it is also harder to find good writing on the internet because it is bogged down in search engines full of crap.
Plus- the blue light that buzzes from my computer makes reading less romantic.
But this essay did make me realize the interaction between readers and writers on the internet- something that print can’t really offer. And it completely changed my approach to the zine I am putting together because now I want to find a way to connect the print version to the internet.
I apologize for being nitpicky and lacking faith in humanity.
Week 5 Readings
I'd have to agree with Patty (at least, I think it was Patty) in that I definitely noticed how greed seemed to act as a catalyst in both of these collapses. That was the most upsetting part of all, really. I mean, you'd think that once you were out of middle school- high school at the very latest- you'd have reached a point in life where you'd be able to interact with people who have learned how to behave like decent, goodhearted folk. Seriously, how much moral grounding does it really take to realize that it is unethical to falsify information that hundreds of publishers and organizations depend on? Many of those publishers were doing good things with that revenue, too. I mean, lying to nonprofit Buddhists? For chrissakes!
Sad as it is that this is the reality writers and publishers must face when trying to make a name for themselves, I can't actually say that I'm intimidated by these events. Call me a hopeless optimist, but I think it's times and situations like these that force people to rise to the occasion and, in doing so, to become a lot better for it. Trying to publish your work as an emerging writer will always be hard. If you can do it while facing the adversity of economical circumstances such as these, anything that comes afterwards will seem like smooth sailing. I mean, whatever doesn't kill you makes you stronger, right? Just look at cockroaches. Those bastards have built up immunities to almost every household poison in existence.
An Opportunity for Change
There have always been places and mediums where people can go to get books for free, ranging anywhere from the library to the internet. Yet, people still continue to buy books. They cart them around from location to location. They create entire rooms of shelves just to display and house them. There are some people who are even willing to pay thousands and thousands of dollars for a rare first edition. So there must be something about books that causes us not only to want them, but to keep going back to them.
Industries change over time. It’s absolutely essential. So why does this particular industry seem to want to be the exception to the rule? If anything, now more than ever, I think that publishers have a great opportunity to change the way they do business. Rushkoff explains, “Computers have reminded us of the special ability of books to provide a kind of experience you can’t get anywhere else.” This statement really speaks to the importance of creativity to the book making process. Publishers now have the chance to really differentiate the book experience from the internet experience. They just have to seize it.
When I first heard about electronic books (Kindles, Sony Book Reader, etc), I think I was one of the few writers to become excited about the concept. It sounded like a great way to make novels more accessible to a generation that rarely goes anywhere without an i-pod. Let's face it: None of us are in it for the money. It's about connecting with readers, which is what this new world of publishing and the internet allows us to do on a much larger scale. Whether we like it or not, we live in a technology-based society, and I think we need to find ways to both embrace and add to it. The fact that people are reading, whether it’s on a computer screen or in a book, is what should matter the most, because without readers, then we're really lost.
Sunday, March 1, 2009
A Computer Ate My Book
The other day on the train, I saw someone with this thing the size of a book, but it was digital (I'd never seen this before) and it got me thinking. If it's the same size as the book, why would you not just carry the book? It really doesn't make any sense for me.
There's something about being able to say that you own the book and get to read it that means something to me. It shows effort and how much the reader cares. They went to the store to purchase it and display it proudly on their bookshelf. You can't do that with the internet.
I completely understand the concept of using the internet to promote your book. For example, like posting chapters and having a website or a blog. This makes sense to me. But for me, it is something completely different than reading the actual book. One of my favorite authors will post a decent chunk of her next novel on her website long before it comes out and I always read it, but for whatever reason, when I finally get the book and reread the same thing, I feels so different. I absorb it more. It means more. Its means the author has made it and you can hold the book in your hand. Anyone can publish anything on the internet and I think it takes away from the excitement of actually being published.
I will step off my soapbox now.
But I really did enjoy this essay and if it's like any of the other essay in the book, then I am glad to own it. (and yes i bought it for a penny on amazon.)
Week 5 Readings
Now onto the reading.
After reading both articles about the collapse of the independent publishing world , I'm sort of freaked out. It's amazing how easy it is in this industry to lose money. Bankruptcy is a scary thing, and this article just proved how much it can affect things. I mean, all those books and publishers that were affected, that's crazy! Lucky for them they are hopefully going to be bailed out. I wonder what would happen if they weren't. This all just reminds me of how much small press publishing relies on other companies, like their distributors to make them money which they need not only to run their press but pay there authors. It seems like there are a lot of middle men involved. Myself, personally, I've never really been interested in publishing with a small press, and after reading this, it's sort of solidified my original opinion. It's scary. You never know whether you'll make it or not, or if you'll get the money you've earned or if the company with fall through. It's weird. The new system of them collecting weekly instead of every 90 days seems like a good plan. I can't imagine having to wait 90 days for something that important, but then again, if you get published in a big press, you're waiting even longer for royalties! the more and more and I think about it, publishing scares me. But its still what I want to do. It's what I've always wanted to do and the only thing I really want to do.
It's just so awful thinking of how many publications are going under and all because of money. Money controls everything in the world and I really hate that fact. It's ridiculous to think that a green piece of paper can have such an impact on everything that goes on. It's really unfortunate to me honest.
This all just reminds me of how you really have to want to be published to deal with all you have to to get where you want to be. It really is a gamble and nothing is certain, ever. It takes a certain type of person to be willing to put themselves through something like that. And I just happen to be one of those people.
Week5 Readings
the san francisco chronicle article just reminds me of how people are too concerned with personal gain that they completely disregard how much they are affecting others, not only the publishers, the employees, the writers, the readers, etc. domino effect people. money does not just disappear, some one takes a little here, someone takes a little there and before you know it you are being offered money to stay afloat, though youre probably the reason youre on a sinking ship to begin with. I picture a warehouse full of books unable to be distributed because of mismanagement and too much self interest.
Reading the ChiReader article made me think how in love you have to be with wanting to publish or be published. It just seems you have to be aware of the obstacles and have the determination to follow through regardless of the dire economic situation and depressingly low success rate. you really need to want to do it to pursue something so difficult. you should have a plan, funds or source of funds, connections, and balls of steel to withstand those groin kicks.
But its good to hear that even with all that people continue to publish and be published, through the self, indie, corporate publishers, etc. The more people do not let this deter them, the more society as a whole seems to gain from the hard work, the art, the examples set before them. is it too cliche to compare it to the glass ceiling? wow, i really need to stop listening to womanizer. but it is the preceeding that makes it a little easier for those who follow, because they get to see what worked, what didnt, and how to improve on the ideas. maybe i will never get published, maybe i dont want to get published but im at least trying to grow an invisible set of steel balls.
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Week3 Readings
anyways, there is so much crap published out and there is so much awesome shit that just gets completely ignored and that is unfortunate. Zines are that voice when corpo-shit's wont publish you because for whatever reason. Or its the words you cant get yourself to say. its true that everyone has a story but not everyone is willing to share it and when they go through the trouble of creating, writing, submiting their zines it shows it was important to you.
Not every zine is just a folded up piece of paper, a lot of thought goes into making them and it's very idiotic to think that all zines are brain farts. I'm not saying there arent any that someone just thinks, 'zines are hip, i'll do one to fit it.' and thats just crap. nothing should be done because its trendy or the in-thing and if it is, you would hope people learn something from the process. i personally dont enjoy zines but thats only cuz i have limited time to read and process information, my brain rebells against knowledge but if i had a full day to wander the isles of quimbys you bet i would flip through every zine and take it all in.
basically, i really enjoyed this article because it gave me stuff to research and learn more about. yay.
Reading for next week
And just in case: I didn't write. And actually, it was a long discussion about accepting it to featherproof, one that never really had an end to it.
Michael Miner distro story. And another, to catch you up to speed.
This is all of the reading for this week. Have fun!
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
reading response: bookmark now.
Anyway, all of that to say that I think Smockler is actually pretty interesting to read and I like his style. I was particularly impressed that he managed to bring up hip-hop in a way I hadn't really thought about before, making a claim for the somewhat accidental increasing literacy of young Americans, who are living lives that revolve around language just by listening to hip-hop music. This is by far the most positive voice on the topic I've heard, and one that I think is not just wishful thinking, but actually kind of true.
In contrast, I'd argue that just because millions of American teenagers are reading and writing blogs and Facebook messages all the time does not make them any more literate (another of Smockler's points.) If anything, I think it's often making them less literate, because sometimes the language of blogs and Facebook messages is such a far cry from actual language or, often, even vaguely coherent communication of any kind that it's not exactly enriching the reading and writing of young people.
But hip-hop, that's different. That's actual craft, an art. And if you've ever read or listened to some of the poetry that is in the best of those songs, you'd realize that it's really not at all ridiculous to say that its listeners are getting a lyrical, literate education, even if they don't know it. Some verses in some hip-hop songs, even single lines, are so exact, so clever and often beautiful, I've been jealous of them, knowing I've written pages and pages of "literary fiction" without being even a little bit close to a line like that. There's a lot of shit out there too, of course, but there's a lot of shit novels out there also, which doesn't make East of Eden any less awesome and necessary.
And so I found that inspiring, as a book lover. As a reader who hopes that our last hope is not blogging and Facebook messages, that some of us are still writers-- and it reminded me that, to quote Smockler, us writers are still telling stories, which is worthwhile, even as "humble and plain our creations may seem in comparison" [to hip-hop], i.e. maybe what we're doing is still relevant and not useless.
(All of that was great and encouraging, but can I also say that one of the contributor bios noted that the writer, having been published in The New York Times, still works at Foot Locker on the weekends. So, you know, let's not get carried away.)
Zinester
Secondly, I love reading articles like this because they just get you pumped to go out and do something. Noelle was touching on this in her post, but I'll say it again, the ending of Moore's piece just gives such a great sort of indirect explanation for why zines are important. And, I have to admit, after searching through Quimby's stacks and stacks of zines the other week, I was thinking to myself, "God, why do they carry all this thrown together in 2 minutes photocopied junk." But after reading Moore, now I'm feeling, man, that's really the point, isn't it?
It's getting everybody's stuff out there. EVERYBODY's. Even the people that can't really draw or can't really write. Because somewhere in at least one of the worst, most half-assed zines, there's some nugget, some piece of awesomeness. And it's really great that someone's going to read that or see that and appreciate it, get into that author's or artist's head just a little bit. And that might spark something new creatively for that person who picked up that zine. Or just encourage them to do their own thing, be it a zine or whatever, but to feel that their voice is worth getting out to the public. This sounds kinda flowery I guess or overly cosmic, new-agey--everyone's unique voice is important, your thoughts can cause a chain reaction of other people bringing their thoughts to the people. But I don't really care. I like this idea. The more history, however minute a moment or scene, the more individual perspectives we have archieved and available, the more we can learn. And you can always skip over the stuff that doesn't resonate with you.